That lifelong question...

Well, that time of my life that I have always dreaded has finally come upon me.

It is time for me to decide what I want to be when I grow up. This is all too sudden for me, because the last thing I remember concerning this issue happened when I was a wee five years old. I was sitting on my daddy's lap, and he told me that I could be ANYTHING that I wanted to be. (Which, at the time, wasn't very realistic, because I wanted to be a princess.) Now, I'm seventeen, a senior in high school, and it is officially time for me to grow up.

Dr. Snyder has given her students the assignment to write a college application essay, and I have no earthly idea what to write. Honestly. I have no idea where I want to go to college, what I want to study, or even what I'm going to eat for lunch tomorrow. I'm just not into making decisions...ya know?

I'm not saying that I haven't had enough TIME to decide all of these major variables in my life, it's just that I haven't made up my mind yet. I mean, I would absolutely LOVE to become a dolphin trainer, or marine biologist of some sort, but that's just NOT an option when I live in the middle of nowheresville. I'm incredibly happy here, and I don't think that I would ever want to move, so it just doesn't make sense for me to pursue that career.

So, whatever I write on this college application essay is most likely going to be absolutely dull, because I have no motivation whatsoever. I'll get an F on the essay, flunk english, and then have to take another year of high school. Then again, that could be a good thing, because it would enable me to have more time to decide where I will be going with the rest of my life.

MAYBE, I'll start slacking off in Gov't too, because that's my only other required class....

(wink wink)

{Don't worry, Mr. Fletcher, I'm just kiddin....}

I seriously need some inspiration here. And FAST!!!